Ashley & Peyton's life was too short. It took us over 1 1/2 years to finally get the news that we were pregnant. I remember that day I told my husband. We were so happy we both held eachother and cried.
We then found out we were having fraternal twins. I thought "what could be better?" I knew at that moment this was our life changing. At around 20 weeks we found out we were having two girls! I couldn't believe that! How wonderful, how perfect, life is great!
That is until that day....Jan 15th, 2006 the day I gave birth to my girls. It was just too soon, they were only 23 weeks 5 days gestation. Losing Peyton within 1 1/2 hours after birth. My life was shattered. I was numb, it just seemed like a bad dream. The only thing I could think about was Ashley is still alive, fighting for her life in the Nicu. We spent time with our beautiful Ashley. She fought all night, until the call came to us from the Nicu. Ashley isn't doing well, we need to come down to spend some time with her. I am happy to have been able to see our beautiful little girls, yet sooo incredibly sad to have to let them go so........soon. It is just not fair! I will never forget "Our Girls"